today's task is to share a picture of me last year and now and how I have changed since then. this is not exactly it. I chose a picture of me before and after the medication. all my life I was the woman on the left and since 2009 I became the woman on the right. the first picture was taken in 2008. how I have changed? a lot! in many ways. with the illness I lost most of my certainties in Life, I lost Faith in myself. this blog is a glimpse of me being alive again. I feel I've to learn everything all over. it's pretty scary to loose our ground at the age of 40 (when we were hoping it would be time to relax and enjoy the ride) and to find out those who were with us didn't stay when we needed them the most. I don't feel I've the strenght I had when I was the woman on the left. I truly miss her. (I did this collage on Photoshop thanks to MCP Actions freebies).