although this is a happy photo, this evening I'm sad. I miss having a family. my younger sister lives in London and my middle sister has her own busy life. I don't see them often. today we spent the afternoon together. since they don't want me to photograph them, I had this idea of us three somehow together. it's a happy shot. me and my sisters. but today I felt like an outsider from their world. and I came home feeling it wouldn't matter if I didn't exist. it's hard to explain but these is one of those moments I wish I could go away. I used to love being on Earth and I lost that happiness, now I don't want to return. I'm tired of being sad.