1) a relevant fact: I spent the whole week in my pajamas. I even went to see the mailbox and take the garbagge out wearing it. my mother said I was being lazy. I disagree: I was being practical. 2) during the day I wonder between the chair I'm in right now (to write on my pc) and my bed (where I use the laptop). 3) I sleep around twelve hours per night. it's easy to know at what time I went to bed. this week I woke up everyday at lunch time. 4) I wish the man who stalked me didn't exist. makes me fell bad about myself but I would feel more secure if he was dead. I believe if my mother hadn't rescued me I was so frightened I could have killed him and that scares me, I'm afraid of myself. I need to talk with my psychologist (next appointment on the 29th). 5) I've been invited to sell my work in a shop but I don't know yet if it's doable because of my retirement plan. it's less than the minimum wage but nevertheless doesn't allow me to work. since it's an Etsy team thing I'm hopefull.