sometimes I talk about my illness but it's been a long time since I mentioned what it really is. a few years ago there was a violent man in my life. he wanted me to love him no matter what and he stalked me for two years. he believed we were soulmates. I felt threatened and started fearing for my life. he seemed crazy! I started having panic attacks and sleep depravation until one day I broke into pieces. there was so much sadness in my life I couldn't feel emotions no more. as my doctor explained, my illness was like a fire. I almost lost my mind. now I've to take medication for the rest of my life. I've a psychosis and high levels of anxiety. and I've agoraphobia. my mother rescued me in 2008 and in 2010 I became a retired journalist due to my health issues. photography gave me a new purpose in life when I thought I had lost everything.
this photo is from a street performance we saw last Saturday. the plastic isolated this beautiful young woman from everyone else and she was writing messages with black tape. we saw many beautiful young actresses that day. I'll be sharing more when it feels right.
wishing you a beautiful day :)