this weekend I've been out of my photography comfort zone. we went to the great outdoors, by the river. vast landscapes. I'm so used to flowers and close-ups I found myself uncomfortable. didn't know what to shoot. how to shoot. I'll be writing more (with more photos) during the week. need time to diggest it all. it's official: we now belong to a photography association and we have new friends. everyone is there to enjoy themselves so the company is always pleasant. and amusing. and everyone teaches everyone (the ones who actually know what they're doing, I mean). had a great Saturday. and a cozy Sunday. my mind played some tricks on me yesterday. woke up at 4:44am and was ready to leave the house at 7:37am and when I was alone and scared these numbers always meant the Angels were telling me to relax. then these coincidences increased when I met the violent man of my life. then when I was really ill these coincidences made me hear him laughing in my head, making fun of me. I lost faith in myself. and now these numbers disturb me. so my mind kept looking for signs all day. I was scared something bad would happen. and it was a great day!